I hardly can believe that...
My body and my ancestral memory can send signals like these.
I didnt sleep tonight, like exactly 1 year ago.
Too cold, too warm...and pain in my back.
Still pain, yes.
Still there, for sure.
Excitation: a full day with you.
Tension and release.
Love, the beginning of.
Love, the fear of.
Love: let it be there.
Someone says "Don't touch it, if it works": I didn't.
You are still here, in my mind and in my body.
Melt down with my soul down to hell and immediately raised up to heaven.
Because you are so DELICATE...